Lydia update #4

Dear friends,

Lydia had to get CPR tonight when her oxygen saturation and heart rate and blood pressure dropped abruptly. Within a few minutes she was back to the status quo and her labs showed no evidence of injury. Before that she had been doing well 95% of the day, improving gradually over the course of the day. All her initial bacterial cultures came back clean. Also they got some fluid from deep in her lungs (via bronchoscopy) and the initial stain from that showed no white cells or bacteria. So it still looks like a severe case of adenovirus infection of the lungs. That is supposed to be at its worst 5-ish days into the infection, and that's about where we are now. Now it is just waiting and watching a machine breathe for a sleeping Lydia while her body kills off the virus.

Thank you for all of your heartfelt expressions of kindness, for rides and dinner, and for other very thoughtful gifts. Two of my church friends were here to visit right after the code and gave me a blessing which was inspired and very comforting. Winona has been wonderful. Thanks to speakerphones, all of Lydia's siblings were able to join me and Winona in a family prayer for Lydia. The professionalism and kindness of the doctors and staff here at SLCH impresses me, and inspires me to want to do better in caring for my own patients.

Kevin Black
P.S. Most of you know Lydia, but if you haven't heard the story of how and why we decided to have her, it's on my mormon.org profile page (go to http://mormon.org/me/1MC5-eng/ and scroll down to "Personal Stories").

Lydia update #3

Dear friends,

Lydia is not doing as well as we had hoped. There is no crisis this morning but overnight she had episodic decreases in her blood oxygen levels and blood pressure requiring more aggressive ventilatory support and epinephrine / norepinephrine. Her lungs and blood vessels are not doing well, but her other organs are all working well. Apparently adenovirus can cause bad pneumonia and septic shock but they are still looking for other possible causes.

Thank you and I'll keep you updated.

Kevin Black

Lydia update #2

Dear friends,

I have realized that these updates will always come at relatively good moments. I am not going to be tweeting during a code!

So, Lydia had a respiratory event earlier this afternoon that led to a room full of white coats for 5-10 minutes and some tense moments for Dad, but it blew over quickly and she's better now. Still just waiting for her lungs to get over her viral infection. So, we're still expecting full recovery, but it will be at least next week before she's breathing on her own. Until then she is mostly just lying there asleep breathing some oxygen and waiting to heal.

So unless things turn worse unexpectedly, Winona will probably take over tonight or tomorrow morning so I can be at church and see the other kids.

Most of you will want to quit there. Thank you. Here's details for all you medical types.

About that 2pm excitement--apparently her endotrachial tube got plugged with a hunk of junk from her lungs, leading to hypoxia and bradycardia and hypotension, and a code being called. Within a minute or two the airway was cleared and all the rest had resolved. Her heart never stopped. Along the way her FiO2 was turned back up (now at 75%) and she's still on an epinephrine drip, currently with arterial pressures around 90/36. An EKG was normal. An echocardiogram showed a small to medium pericardial effusion but normal chamber size and function so the cardiologists don't think it is affecting her to any meaningful extent. Still no culture results that would suggest a bacterial pneumonia, just the positive rapid test for adenovirus.

Thank you,
Kevin Black

Lydia update #1

Dear friends,

If you haven't heard, our daughter Lydia is in the hospital. Please feel free to forward this information as you feel is appropriate.

Lydia has a viral lung infection (adenovirus). The oxygen levels in her blood were too low even with an oxygen mask, and she developed a fever and low blood pressure, so she was transferred to the intensive care unit and she is now breathing through a tube. That means she's sedated so she doesn't cough it out or pull it out. She is on antibiotics in case there's a bacterial infection too.

For all of that, she is doing OK at the moment. She hasn't had Tylenol or a fever in the past day, and her blood is staying oxygenated on 35% inhaled oxygen. The docs are still worried about why her blood pressure is on the low side, but it is not dropping, and they're watching all the right things. They'll see how she does with some liquid food today.

Mom and Dad are coping. It is difficult for both of us to be more or less useless and unable to fix anything. And, believe it or not, after over 100 child-years of experience, this is the first time one of our children has been hospitalized, so it is new and scary for us. Plus, it's the usual doctor thing, I know too many things I can worry about and too few things that are actually useful.

Charissa has been a huge help. Will, Rose and Jon have been very supportive too, and several friends have offered to help. We are very grateful for all the offers, and at present we're managing fine. The doctors and staff are competent and kind. Lydia has had a priesthood blessing and we are praying for her.

Lydia will be here at least a few days more. If there are big changes, I'll let you know.

Thank you,
Kevin Black


Kevin J. Black

Robert Jordan (pseudonym) and Brandon Sanderson, Towers of Midnight

From around Christmastime:
OK, I liked this book, and I am proud that a BYU alumnus wrote it. But I suppose it could be seen as just a wee flaw to take over 11,000 pages (and counting) to come to the climax.

David Weber, In Fury Born

From a week ago, or so:
800 pages or so, really 5 or so books, and I'd read it before. But pretty much fills the bill for escape reading.

Arthur C. Clarke, Frederik Pohl: The Last Theorem

Not surprisingly--given the authors and the title--I liked it. Enjoyable and well written.

David Stern, Star Trek®: The Children of Kings

I was not surprised that I enjoyed reading this book. I was surprised at how the plot included a mystery or two, some clever humor, decent character development, and a good touch of "show not tell."

Adam Rex, The True Meaning of Smekday

Goofy as it was, I liked it.

Boring list of books

I realized I'll never keep this up to date if I wait to have brilliant things to say about the books. Plus, why not admit to reading the junk? So as a start, mostly books I can see from here, in somewhat reverse chronological order of when I read them:

Lois McMaster Bujold, in Cryoburn now and previously read the earlier Miles Vorkosigan books

Michael Crichton, most of his books; just recently found and read The Great Train Robbery and re-read The Terminal Man and The Andromeda Strain

James Rollins, Altar of Eden

John LeCarré, Our Game -- reasonably good writing, bleak but educational

Douwe Draaisma, Disturbances of the Mind, reviewed in J Neuropsychiatry Clin Neurosci 22(4):452.

David Baldacci, True Blue

Dan Brown, The Lost Symbol (previously read the earlier related books)

Steve Berry, The Paris Vendetta; previously The Alexandria Link (interesting), and last year before June Sommer recommended Berry, The Romanov Prophecy

A set of books I read earlier this year when bored, originally bought for Winona at her request:
Anne McCaffrey, The Lady bleh, Three Women surprisingly misogynistic and definitely not recommended, The Coelura uch, Get Off the Unicorn. Previously read pretty much all the dragon books.
Mary Stewart, Touch Not the Cat meh, Thornyhold

Arthur C. Clarke and Gentry Lee, Cradle

Elizabeth Chadwick, The Marsh King's Daughter

David Weber, The War God's Own, Wind Rider's Oath, The War God's Own; In Fury Born; the Honor Harrington series

L. B. Graham, Beyond the Summerland, Bringer of Storms, Shadow in the Deep -- the first was a gift from Jon Koller (thank you!), who I believe knows the author.

C. S. Forrester, The African Queen

Ben Bova, Moonwar, Jupiter, Saturn, and most of the rest of that series

Isaac Asimov, almost all his science fiction

Orson Scott Card, works including Saints, the original Ender's Game trilogy (which includes Xenophobia, maybe the only novel truly about OCD), the series with the spaceship BoM-like weirdness, the first Alvin Maker book, and a few others.

J. K. Rowling, the Harry Potter series and the little charity add-on volumes

Robert Jordan (pseudonym), the Wheel of Time series (haven't read the most recently published one yet)

Robert Bork, Coercing Virtue: The Worldwide Rule of Judges

Ann Coulter, Treason -- Reading this, I can understand all the criticism of her.

Piers Anthony, Split Infinity, Blue Adept, Juxtaposition -- couldn't take the punishment.

Willa Cather, One of Ours and O Pioneers! -- I think One of Ours was the first book I read when I had started to write my novel and realized some of the hubris of that venture and decided to read some good writing starting with this Pulitzer Prize winner. I remember putting the book down briefly after the first couple of pages, just awed by how good she was at "show, don't tell," and at how artfully she had addressed the problem of what goes on the first page.

John A. Garrity, Quarrels That Have Shaped the Constitution -- loved it

William J. Bennett, Death of Outrage: Bill Clinton and the Assault on American Ideals -- actually I remember thinking it was very nicely argued, though I bet the author came to hate the title after people probably started using it on him :)

Another book or 2 for KJB to read

The Grand Design
by Stephen Hawking, Leonard Mlodinow
2010

Fabric of the Cosmos: Space, Time, and the Texture of Reality
by Brian Greene
2007

Lloyd Alexander, The Arkadians

This must be Lloyd Alexander week.

This is a delightful short novel that kindly pokes fun at old Greek myths--as well as at old writers of novels. Other than one talking poet-turned-jackass, there is no magic or fantasy in the book, though one meets characters that, in repeated retellings, could become Odysseus, satyrs, the Trojan horse, and so on and on.

I once again feel he really knows how to write about a boy and girl falling in love. This is surprising since he did not really devote many sentences to it, and one thinks it a little unlikely that the main couple in this book spend rather little time together before eagerly marrying. Nevertheless it is not a "no way could that happen" surprise, it is more like a "hey, that can't be the whole story" surprise, and at least from a man's perspective, he gets the whole atmosphere and mystery of it right. In that regard Mr. Alexander's approach reminds me of my reaction to the boy-meets-girl story of the movie The Gods Must Be Crazy.

Lloyd Alexander, Westmark

The Prydain books have been some of my favorite since I first read them out loud with my family about 10 or 15 years ago. I just discovered that this book existed and read it last night.

I liked it. I will try to figure out why and add to this post.

Stephen C. LeSueur, The 1838 Mormon War in Missouri

In this day and age it seems almost ridiculous that the National Guard would be called out to shoot at members of a religious group rather than to protect their basic civil rights. But the Mormon War in western Missouri was real. This was a different time and place: in 1839, the Missouri militia stood toe-to-toe across the border from the Iowa militia over a border dispute, and the future Kansas City area was very much the frontier, where insulting a gentleman might get you killed.

I read this book a year or two ago for several reasons. I had ancestors in northwestern Missouri in the 1830s. I dabble in reading Mormon history. I attended the "Mormon Experience" conference a couple of years ago at the Capitol building in Jefferson City. I found this book very interesting.

The book includes a brief but markedly understated anticipation of some fascinating historical research presented at the Jeff. City conference and I believe published recently. "The Mormons, like their Missouri neighbors, were 'squatting' on their claims, waiting to purchase the land from the government. The principal Mormon settlements in Daviess County, including Diahman, would become available for public purchase on 12 November. Sidney Rigdon claimed that, shortly after the Saints left DeWitt, Sashel Woods called his men together and told them, 'if they could get the Mormons driven out, they could get all the lands entitled to preemptions.' The Carroll vigilantes hurried their preparations, hoping to reach Daviess and drive the Mormons from the county before they could make good their claims to the land." (p. 110)
The Jeff. city presentation I referred to above was by a historian who mapped 1838 land purchases from public records and confirmed that the feared land grab did happen, and that the largest buyers of the land on the day the government opened it for sale--while the Saints were held at gunpoint for a week by the Missouri state militia--were Lilburn Boggs (commander in chief of the militia) and his minions. "Follow the money" worked on the 1830's frontier just as well as it works now.

Overall I feel the author was pretty even-handed in his coverage of problems on both sides. I felt he was too generous in treating the state's one-sided prosecution after the surrender. Nevertheless he does point out, "The reexamination of Mormon claims regarding the Richmond hearing may lead the reader to conclude that justice was served by this judicial inquiry. Just the opposite is true. ... Missouri officials made no effort to prosecute anti-Mormon vigilantes who drove Mormon settlers from their homes, plundered, and burned. There was no court of inquiry to investigate ... the slaughter of Mormon settlers at Haun's Mill. Western Missouri officials conducted a one-sided investigation." (p. 216) As Parley P. Pratt wrote to Judge King, "When the authorities of the State shall redress all these wrongs, shall punish the guilty according to law, and shall restore my family and friends to all our rights, and shall pay all the damages which we, as a people, have sustained, then I shall believe them sincere in their professed zeal for law and justice; then shall I be convinced that I can have a fair trial in the State." (pp. 217-218)

Umberto Eco, The Name of the Rose, translated by William Weaver

I read this about 6 months ago. It had been on my list forever, partly because his nonfiction work "The Search for the Perfect Language" was on my list first.

I must say I was disappointed. I was not disappointed by the author's skill: he writes well, his characterization is wonderful, the plot is reasonably complex yet grabs one's attention and won't let go, and the book builds toward teaching a message. But I don't like the message: fear piety, fear those who are convinced of the truth, but don't fear God (see the last few pages before the epilogue). Perhaps it was especially frustrating to build anticipation for the conclusion for 600 pages only to get that conclusion.

Plus, after Angels and Demons and the Da Vinci Code I am tired of reading books by authors who must really hate the Roman Catholic church. I know there was misconduct in the monasteries, but this reads as if there was nothing more.

Like many modern works, I lay this in the pile of "great work was done here ... great but misdirected."